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Lilith Havok™ Slytherin Sixteen Sixth Year SOTS member is offline
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¿How You Love Me Now? « Thread Started on Aug 10, 2009, 9:40pm »
tell me how can you sleep? HOW CAN YOU BREATHE? baby tell me how HOW YOU LOVE ME NOW .
A broad smirk smeared across Lilith's, now lessly glossed, lips as she slowly and cautiously slipped into and made her way through the dark and empty Gryffindor common room, a light laugh occasionally slipping past her lips as she bumped into couches and chairs, it not taking long for her to soon reach the portrait and her small frame to stumble through. Sure she knew she shouldn't of been doing such things at such an early time, especially on a school morning, but she had gotten lonely and Cali had been the only one hanging around the grounds after dinner, so she started talking to her, one thing lead to another and they ended up in her dorm. She leaned against the cold stone wall a moment only to fix her messy blonde and colorful hair, soon fixing her lounge pants and the white Abercrombie & Fitch hoodie the older girl had let her borrow before pushing herself off the wall and making her way toward the kitchens, not having eaten anything since breakfast the morning before.
As she slowly approached the portrait she sudden stopped, one of her hands lifting and gently tickling the pear, continuing a moment before hearing a light laugh slip past it and the thing to swing open, her frame stepping through only to be approached by a group of elves, all asking what she wanted in unison. She smiled warmly at them before reply that she would just have a bottle of water, watching as they all scurried off before making her way toward a counter and slipping on top of it, sliding her phone out from the hoodie pocket only to see three texts from Cali, a smirk smearing across her lips before checking them. Once finished reading she replied saying she missed her already too and would see her later in class, it not taking long for her slowly shrinking frame to give a light jump as she heard the portrait open and a familiar figure step in.
( WORDS ) 337 ( STATUS ) FINISHED! ( OUTFIT ) CLICK! ( CELL PHONE ) CLICK! ( CALI <3 ) CLICK! ( TAGGED ) [OPEN!] ( LYRICS ) how you love me now by HEY MONDAY
« Last Edit: Oct 28, 2009, 6:54pm by Lilith Havok™ »
Re: ¿How You Love Me Now? « Reply #1 on Oct 27, 2009, 6:13pm »
It was late or early, however the hell you viewed the time anyway but either way, late or early in the night Bryan was wide awake and finding the concept of sleep something he could not understand, but he had a reason behind it, he actually had several. Firstly, Bryan had been downing energy drinks like a mad man since dinner time and the amount of poisonous energy racing through his veins was keeping the poor boy wide awake. Secondly, all Bryan was able to think about now was the summer and what he would be doing during it, traveling around and playing music every night and living his life like he had dreamed he would for years and years. That was all the boy ever wanted to do was play music and perform for people, getting to travel with people he saw like brothers why would he want to do anything else? And with the new van they had gotten to take the guys from venue to venue only made him more excited but sadly, for the next while he would be caged up here for now.
But Bryan sighed and looked around the empty halls he knew deep down when the time came he would miss it was odd that during the day they could be packed with people and now they stood with only him in them, well their could be others but none that Bryan could detect anyway. As he stood there he felt the loneliness close in on him and already deeply wished he was with someone but who could he go to, most of the guys were all asleep and so were many of his friends, his cousin out in London no longer attending classes as he was planning to drop out shortly anyway and Andrea and him, well they seemed more platonic now then ever. He looked around boredly and tugging on his black sesame street tee he set off not able to stand the emptiness and loneliness that lurked on the upper floors.
So the boy went down you could say, taking the staircase to the lower levels which usually held the occasional person who suffered from insomnia or was about to head out or come back from a secret meeting with a friend or lover, but this time, Bryan ran into no one and his mind told him to go upstairs and lay down a bit at least, but the plan was shattered as his stomach let out a growl signaling that the teenage boy was again hungry and setting him on a mission to get some food and fulfill these teenage cravings.
He soon found himself at the familiar portrait that was an answer to those late night cravings and drug induced munchies that the students of this school were so prone to, and out of pure experience Bryan stuck his hand out slowly and tickled the pear with expertise unable to hold back a smirk as it squirmed with what someone could assume was laughter and turned into a handle, Bryan grasping it and turning it slowly pushing the door open to the familiar kitchens only to see more than just food and house elves sitting about, but a face that made a grin and a vague look of surprise fill his face.
"Lilith!" he said smiling stepping in the kitchen a bit more and letting the door close behind him, "I wasn't thinking to see you here girl, he said smiling at the girl he had always found attractive and one he had always gone running to over and over again, breaking innocent girl's hearts in the process. "What are you doing up so late? Getting laid?" he said in a playful tone, although knowing Lilith the possibility of late night sex was quite a possibility.
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« Last Edit: Oct 27, 2009, 6:14pm by Bryan Masse »
Lilith Havok™ Slytherin Sixteen Sixth Year SOTS member is offline
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Re: ¿How You Love Me Now? « Reply #2 on Oct 27, 2009, 7:03pm »
tell me how can you sleep? HOW CAN YOU BREATHE? baby tell me how HOW YOU LOVE ME NOW .
Lilith kept her bright eyes on the open door a moment longer before slowly tearing her gaze away and once again resting it on her phone as she felt it vibrate, causing a light sigh of frustration to slip past her lips before touching the screen and reading the rather long text message, seeing it was yet another text from Cali. She read it slowly, it basically saying that she had had a really fun time tonight and that maybe this week if she wasn't busy that maybe they could hang out again, maybe go to the shopping or a muggle mall or something like that. The words causing her eyes to gentle roll in their sockets before typing back that she would honestly love to, she had some big plans with her family this weekend and that maybe some other time. Signing it off with a kiss and a heart, she pressed send and soon slid the phone shut, setting it on the wooden counter next to her, her thin pale legs beginning to slowly kick back and forth, gently kicking off the ugly striped flip flops she had repeatedly told Cali she really didn't want to take, but after a while of the older girl insisting she take them, she finally gave in.
"That girl is going to be the death of me." She told herself softly before feeling her eyes peek up once again as she heard the entrance door swing open and footsteps to sound, her mind praying to whatever was out there that it was a the wind pushing the door open and just random creepy little sounds making the footstep sounds, while her body prayed it was someone she knew and could hopefully entertain her and maybe get her mind off, what she would now consider Cali to be, her current fling. A broad little smile spread across her lips though as she heard a familiar voice call her name and soon a very familiar figure approach, "Hey Bry!" She replied with the same smile, her colorful head giving a light nod as he spoke again, "Yeah, I don't know. I couldn't sleep and came here to chill out." She added. But as she heard him ask what she was doing up so late, a smirk couldn't help but plaster on her lips, it only broadening as he playfully asked if she had gotten laid, her shoulders giving a light shrug in reply, "If you must know, I have been rather busy tonight with someone." She replied playfully, "What about yourself?"
( WORDS ) 432 ( STATUS ) FINISHED! ( OUTFIT ) CLICK! ( CELL PHONE ) CLICK! ( CALI <3 ) CLICK! ( TAGGED ) BRYAN MASSE! ( LYRICS ) how you love me now by HEY MONDAY
« Last Edit: Oct 28, 2009, 6:55pm by Lilith Havok™ »
Re: ¿How You Love Me Now? « Reply #3 on Oct 27, 2009, 7:29pm »
Bryan felt a smile go on his lips as Lilith returned the simple greeting of hello, Bryan had always been comfortable and cared for Lilith deeply and well being around her was a usual good thing and his body always seemed to anticipate some physical actions to happen since they did have a tendency to end up messing around once they got together. But as she explained her reason for being down here, he nodded his head gently his dark eyes not looking at the girl but instead looking around the kitchen in search of something he could make himself to eat. Sure, Bryan knew that at a simple mention of something the house elves here would be happy to make him whatever his heart desired but Bryan was an independent guy and one who didn't mind cooking maybe from years of early summer mornings with his two sisters when they'd all attempt to make breakfast together.
"Yeah same, I keep getting less and less sleep the closer it comes time to go..." he said, speaking again about the tour he was so excited for. But his dark eyes soon landed on a few important kitchen items that would help him make exactly what he was wanting. But as he pulled down a pan from a shelf and set it next to the stove top his eyes went back to Lilith, as if realizing she was there, "You hungry?" he asked seeing as he was more than happy to make enough food for two.
His eyes moved back to the kitchen utensils all around, his hand reaching out for some ingredients so he had more than bowls, spoons, measuring cups and a pan laying around, listening as she spoke, a smirk going on his lips. "so I'll take that as a yes then Miss Havok," he said peering over at the girl the smirk refusing to leave his lips. His body moving from the counter top and heading to wards the giant fridge, opening it and pulling out a carton of low fat soy milk and closing the fridge he headed back, "Can I know who this lucky person was?" he said again peering over at Lilith and smirking away, before carefully measuring the milk and pouring it into the mix of the rest of the ingredients.
As Lilith returned the question, his smirk came right on back, his hands adding more of the ingredients inside the large silver mixing bowl, "Well that depends what exactly you mean...cause if we're talking about sex then obviously I spent a lonely night...I mean you know how it is with me and Andrea now....so that's answered, but otherwise...I had a pretty good but lonely night." he said smiling over at the pretty girl.
tag(s): lilith havok credit:grace @ caution 2.0 lyrics: is it progression if a cannibal uses a fork? by chiodos outfit:link word count: four hundred and sixty comments: blegh, I don't like it much music: jammin - bob marley
Lilith Havok™ Slytherin Sixteen Sixth Year SOTS member is offline
You loved it when my heart dropped, paused, stopped, and walked away.
Joined: Nov 2008 Gender: Female Posts: 349 Location: A dark alley with a bad idea Karma: 1
Re: ¿How You Love Me Now? « Reply #4 on Oct 28, 2009, 6:53pm »
tell me how can you sleep? HOW CAN YOU BREATHE? baby tell me how HOW YOU LOVE ME NOW .
Lilith almost forced her bright eyes to stay on Bryan as she heard her phone gently vibrate on the counter next to her, knowing exactly who it was and really not in the mood to talk to them anymore, especially since she had something so much better right in front of her. She gently let her hand reach out and take hold of it, her fingers silently shutting the thing off before sliding it in her, well Cali's, hoodie. Knowing that the simple act was probably a bad idea, as she was sure that once Cali realized she wasn't replying on purpose and had her phone off, she would flip out and probably go hunt her down, which if things went her way, she wouldn't be here for very long. Her gaze lifted from the bright white hoodie as she heard the shuffling of footsteps, her eyes wondering around before seeing Bryan standing in front of her, head head giving a light nod as he spoke about his tour, "I bet." She said with light smile, the feeling of excitement almost radiating off the older boy, though she had to admit that feeling had faded from her a while ago, as she was sure she probably wasn't invited to go anymore, which she really wouldn't have a problem with even if she wasn't as she had countless things to do this summer and such.
Her head gave a silent shake in response as he asked if she was hungry, the simple thought of any food honestly making her inside twist with disgust, as she was sure she wouldn't be eating anything for quite a while, even if her last meal had been a small muffin the morning before. "No, I'm alright. Thanks though." She replied with a light smile before again beginning to kick her now bare legs back and forth, her mind wondering what exactly was taking th house elves so long with her bottled water. But before she could wonder a single moment longer, she heard a soft little squeak sound next to her, her head turning to see a cute little house elve standing there, holding up her water. "Thank you." She told the little thing with the same smile before seeing it nod it's head and scurry off.
"Yeah, I suppose you could take that as a yes." She replied, her shoulders giving a simple little shrug, really not seeing it as a big deal, as almost everyone knew that she was the type of girl to sleep around and really just have fun while she could, knowing it wouldn't be long until she would have to graduate, decide what she wanted to do with her life and go after it. But as she was asked if he could know the name of the lucky person, her lips flicked into a light smirk, head turning and looking over at him before parting her lips in speech. "Her name is Cali and she's in Gryffindor. I guess she's new or something. I'm pretty sure her last name is Dashae." She said as she watched him approach again, measuring than pouring some sort of milk in with some ingredients.
Lilith gently nodded her head as Bryan spoke as he continued to mix up all the ingredients, saying that it really depended on what she meant, because if she was talking about sex than he obviously had has a very lonely night, especially with how things were with him and Andrea, but other than that he had has a good but still lonely night. "Oh, well that doesn't sound like very much fun at all." She said with a simple shake of her head. "And you know, you could have called me, and I would have made your night less lonely." She added with a soft suggestive smile.
( WORDS ) 653 ( STATUS ) FINISHED! ( OUTFIT ) CLICK! ( CELL PHONE ) CLICK! ( CALI <3 ) CLICK! ( TAGGED ) BRYAN MASSE! ( LYRICS ) how you love me now by HEY MONDAY ( I SAY ) >.< It suuuucks!
« Last Edit: Oct 28, 2009, 6:54pm by Lilith Havok™ »
Re: ¿How You Love Me Now? « Reply #5 on Oct 28, 2009, 7:23pm »
As Bryan heard Lilith turn down the food, he shrugged his shoulders and didn't push it any further or find it weird at all, for as long as he had known Lilith she had been one to play the not hungry card a lot and either Bryan bought it at the time or would rather that then have her angry from making worried assumptions. Anyway, girls seemed a bit too touchy on that subject, "Alright, you're missing out though..." he said smirking over at the girl before again pouring another ingrediant into the big silver bowl and stiring it right in with the rest. His mind didn't wander much at all, really just focusing on the feminine task of cooking something he didn't mind doing and could do rather succesfully, sure he was no pro but he could make something if asked easy.
But Bryan soon moved around some more, leaving the crowded an messy counter top to the stovetop, holding the silver bowl in his hands while his free one managed to stir the nearly finished batter, his hand setting it down next to the heating stove and his eyes looking over to Lilith smirking as she confirmed the idea of getting laid, which bugged Bryan a bit of course he did love Lilith and well he knew he would've kept her as his if only she was able to be more faithful and Bryan knowing he couldn't be jealous or upset seeing as Lilith was a free girl and did not belong to him so therefor she could sleep with whoever she pleased. "I thought so, you have that look..." he said peering at her pretty face but falling silent as knowing Lilith, she wouldn't withhold him the identy of this person, so placing some of the batter on the hot waiting pan, he turned and looked at her as he waited.
The moment Lilith confided it was a girl, Bryan could feel the smirk spread on his lips he couldn't help it really he was a guy and frankly Lilith doing it with a girl was just...hot. "That's hott," he said smirking at her, "Did you like take any pictures or something?" he asked hopefully, looking at Lilith knowing that if she had they would soon be in his wallet and something he would totally be framing on his wall.
His dark eyes moved back to the pan making sure they were cooking alright and that no smoke was rising before Lilith again spoke, he shrugged sure it was no fun at all but it was a fact of life for Bryan now intimacy was just a rare thing for him to receive and when he did it was usually in the arms of Lilith if anyone. But Bryan never liked to deal with issues in his life and little problems and ignored them instead hoping they would either get better or go away on their own. His body began to walk a bit, ending up as always at Lilith's side, and as she spoke the smirk, looking down at his youunger sister's purple high tops he had taken forever ago, before again looking into Lilith's pretty light eyes. "Well it's not too late is it?" he said softly, smiling softly over at the girl.
tag(s): lilith havok credit:grace @ caution 2.0 lyrics: is it progression if a cannibal uses a fork? by chiodos outfit:link word count: five hundred and fifty three comments: dude, that was actually really radly great :] much better then mine. music: risque - cute is what we aim for
Lilith Havok™ Slytherin Sixteen Sixth Year SOTS member is offline
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Re: ¿How You Love Me Now? « Reply #6 on Oct 28, 2009, 9:39pm »
tell me how can you sleep? HOW CAN YOU BREATHE? baby tell me how HOW YOU LOVE ME NOW .
Lilith felt her teeth gently nip on the far inside corner of her new tattooed lower lip in slight nervousness, really just praying out to whatever was out there that Bryan wouldn't question her, seeing as she could never lie to the boy when he asked her something, especially when he gave her that look that she honestly couldn't resist. But as he spoke her teeth let go, her head giving a light nod while her shoulders gave a simple shrug, "Oh I bet." She replied with a smile, her head gently tilting to the side, "Than again, I might just have a tiny bite of yours when it's done." She added before straightening up and letting her eyes rest on the boy as he continued on with making the batter for whatever he would be making soon, but whatever it was, she knew it would be something delicious, seeing as the boy had a knack for making yummy food.
The young Slytherin girl continued to happily and carelessly kicking her small pale legs back in forth in a sad attempt to entertain herself while Bryan made his own little breakfast, sure she knew what would really entertain her, either turning her phone back on and texting Cali until the older boy was done, or just grabbing Bryan right than and there and having her way with him. But she held back from both options, especially the Cali once since she now knew for a fact that she might have already pissed the off a bit with her lack of replies and definitely the Bryan one, since she knew she could wait and little while, plus she didn't want to be the cause for a huge kitchen fire. "What do you mean?" She asked slowly turning to him, "What type of look is 'that look'?" She asked again, using her fingers to make little air quotes before letting her eyes fall and check her appearance, wondering if maybe those could be a hint she had been fooling around.
But as soon as she saw that smirk appear on Bryan's lips, she knew what she had just said was a rather big mistakes and that his little questions would soon come pouring in about the whole thing, but as his first comment came out a broad little smirk like smile appeared on her lips, her head giving a light shake before turning and looking back over at him. "Well..." She drifted off playfully as he asked if they had taken any pictures of anything, "we took a few pictures of us with our clothes on, and a few with our clothes off, and quite a few pictures and videos of us...Yeah." She replied with the same smile, her eyes gently peeking down at the phone in her hoodie pocket that held some of the clothed, non clothed, and rather dirty pictures and videos of her and her newest little fling.
Lilith felt the little smile of hers slowly fade as she turned her eyes away, allowing them to peek around the room, silly little memories she had once had in this little room beginning to run through her head, quite a few involving herself, Scorpius and Abby and those stupid little late night food fights and hide and go seek games they would play around her. But she wasn't left to ponder on those memories for much longer as she heard soft footsteps approach, her colorful heading turning just in time to see Bryan right next to her. She felt her head gently tilt to the side and a smile spread across her lips as she saw him look back up at her, his words causing her head to straighten out and give a light shake, "For you, of course not." She replied softly before leaning in and placing soft loving kiss on his lips, slowly pulling away a few moments later.
( WORDS ) 658 ( STATUS ) FINISHED! ( OUTFIT ) CLICK! ( CELL PHONE ) CLICK! ( CALI <3 ) CLICK! ( TAGGED ) BRYAN MASSE! ( LYRICS ) how you love me now by HEY MONDAY ( I SAY ) Aww, thankies! And pffft, it was not, yours was insanely smexy and waaaaay better! x3
Re: ¿How You Love Me Now? « Reply #7 on Oct 29, 2009, 10:28am »
Bryan felt a grin go on his lips as Lilith spoke, and nodded his head gently, his hand going and rubbing the back of his tattooed neck '' Yeah, I had a feeling you might do something like that, since I am the most amazing chef in the friggin world." he said with a grin of course he was exageratting, he was exagerating a lot but still he couldn`t help himself, he liked too and felt comfortable messing around and acting like a complete loser with Lilith and she never seemed to mind or notice how ridiculous he was and if she did, then she was a saint for still sticking by his side. But his eyes looked over at the cooking food and sighed patiently, seeing small bubbles come up from the other side, not popping or anything just appearing very slowly, which was a sign to him that they were nearly ready to be flipped over.
But he soon hear Lilith speak again asking what 'the look' was which was hard to explain in Bryan's opinion it was just a way someone appeared to him that he could tell they had gotten lucky a satisfied glow to them, they just stood differently, acted differently and seemed different and really he had no way of explaining it to the pretty girl. "I dunno, it's just a look," he said simply unable to describe it much more, "I don't know how to explain it, but people just get this look after they get laid I can't explain it, but you definitely have it right now...." he explained looking at the girl who was wearing that look so plainly as the nose on her perfectly structured face, he shrugged gently and looked back at the pancakes he was making, approaching them and taking a spatula he flipped them over a soft sizzle coming from the pan as he did. "It's not a bad thing or anything..." he added a moment later his dark eyes looking back over at the pretty girl next to him.
As soon as the word well came from Lilith's lips, Bryan felt his interest spark a million times higher sure the look showed on his face he couldn't help it really he was a guy and couldn't help the fact he found the idea of Lilith doing it with another girl amazingly hott and was sure that possibly once when he was hammered had asked the girl if she would be down for a threesome, which of course never happened. He shifted anxiously, the playful tone in her voice making him want to know more and when she started he felt a smirk and grin take his lips mental images already going in his mind at the thought. "And you're totally gonna show your bestest friend of life these pictures and videos am I right?" he said hopefully, smiling over at her just as hopefully knowing he was being nothing but a dirty bastard but frankly he didn't give a damn if he was.
When Lilith spoke Bryan felt soft butterflies explode in his stomach and really he hated when she made that happen, making him feel stupid and childish and of so inferiour and that Lilith had all the power which thinking more about it, she did. Bryan was simply wrapped around Lilith's fingers and he was a whipped bastard and would do almost anything for the girl if it would make her happy, smile he'll do it since well as much as he denied it he loved the girl deeply. But his thoughts ended as she leaned in and pressed her lips lovingly to his, his own lips kissing back just as lovingly his hand lifting and resting gently on her neck, caressing it softly before she pulled away, his hand staying put, slowly rising to her cheek his thumb caressing along it. "Good..." he replied softly smiling at the girl, leaning down and pressing his lips again to hers lovingly before pulling away once again, looking down at her with love and lust in his eyes.
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« Last Edit: Oct 30, 2009, 9:18pm by Bryan Masse »
Lilith Havok™ Slytherin Sixteen Sixth Year SOTS member is offline
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Re: ¿How You Love Me Now? « Reply #8 on Oct 30, 2009, 10:46pm »
tell me how can you sleep? HOW CAN YOU BREATHE? baby tell me how HOW YOU LOVE ME NOW .
Lilith felt a soft little smile appear in her lips and her eyes to give a light playful roll as Bryan spoke, saying how he had had a feeling she might do something like that before exaggerating about how he was the most amazing in the world, which really she had to admit was pretty true, seeing as the boy cooked like no one else she knew, and he could actually cook, making food that she would eat, not like her mother's or some of the food that Abby made. "Wow Bry, I can actually hear your ego growing." She said playfully, her smile slowly broadening before looking down and over at the slowly cooking food, watching silently as some small little bubbles began to appear and rise from the other side before tearing them away and looking around the darkly lit kitchen once again, it not taking long for her gaze to rest on her hoodie pocket where he knew phone sat silently, guilt slowly beginning to fill her gut as she thought about Cali and how much she knew she was slowly pissing her off. But it was just in her nature to meet someone, sleep with them and be on her way, no getting attached and no being friends, and well, the only exception was Bryan and they had been best friends first before starting to get physical.
The girl's bright eyes continued to silently look over her appearance before feeling them rise as the older boy next to her said that it was just a look, soon continuing to say that it was hard to explain and that it was just a look people got after they got laid, and that she definitely had it right than. The words causing her head to give a gentle nod as she still continued to happily kick her skinny legs back and forth, eyes gently peeking over at their sides as she saw him approach the rather delicious smelling pancakes he was making, soon hearing a soft little sizzle sound before hearing him speak again, her head simple nodding once again before turning to him again, "Well if it's not a bad thing and this special look makes me look good than I suppose I will start having sex more often." She replied with a gentle little smile, "But maybe with just one person, seeing as I'm sure he can pull off this look a lot better than I can." She added with a light shrug of her shoulders.
A light little smirk slowly took over her smile as she saw Bryan shift anxiously from next to her, the sight pretty entertaining to her and showed her a little taste of how much had the boy, though she highly doubted he wanted her as bad as he used to before him and Andrea had become an item, which she still didn't get as she knew the Gryffindor boy liked sex and well as far as she knew, Andrea was still virgin and it wasn't giving Bryan any, which was where Lilith came in. To give the boy she loved so much her affection and love, before he ran off, back to his girlfriend where he would be all loving and affectionate to her before heading back to the Slytherin girl for his fix. Her shoulders gave a light shrug at his words, her head slowly turning to him with the same smirk, "Maybe. I don't know, I think I just might show a picture or two, but definitely not the videos." She replied, knowing she just wanted to give the boy a little taste of what he wanted before showing him everything else like she usually did.
Lilith felt a million pleasantly cold shivers race down her spine as she felt Bryan kiss back, the simple little feeling frantic little butterflies to fill her gut, her lips continuing to kiss him a short moment longer before pulling away, feeling her eyes slowly reopen and look back into his. The same dark eyes she had adored since the first day she had met and talked to him, swearing to herself that she would never admire any other eyes but his, though after time the promise had failed, along with many others that used to involve the Gryffindor boy. A gentle smile slowly appeared on her lips though as she felt his insanely soft tattooed hand raise from her neck up to her cheek, the feeling of his thumb gently caressing along it slowly calming down her stressed mind and body, listening as he spoke and smiled, soon parting her own lips in speech before feeling his lips collide with hers lovingly. Her own kissing back gently and lovingly before feeling him slowly pull away, her eyes silently looking back up into his, "I love you."
( WORDS ) 812 ( STATUS ) FINISHED! ( OUTFIT ) CLICK! ( CELL PHONE ) CLICK! ( CALI <3 ) CLICK! ( TAGGED ) BRYAN MASSE! ( LYRICS ) how you love me now by HEY MONDAY ( I SAY ) Ehh, I'm not very fond of this one =/
Re: ¿How You Love Me Now? « Reply #9 on Oct 31, 2009, 9:46am »
Bryan's eyes moved back to the food he was cooking, gently sliding the spatula under it and peeking under it, seeing if it looked cooked yet, It could do with another minute or so... he thought to himself, gently pulling the spatula from under it, turning back and looking around the silent and sleepy looking kitchen, most of the house elves seeming to be invisible though he was sure they were somewhere sleeping and thinking of what they need to make for breakfast tommorow when all the students would wake back up and come down to eat though Bryan was sure by then he'd be sleeping away as lately he seemed to be gaining a more nocturnul lifestyle. But his dark eyes looked over at the girl as she spoke and felt a smirk and soft laugh spill from his lips, "Well, you probably did since you know you make my ego bigger every single day love," he said smirking at the pretty girl, looking back at the food he again slipped his spatula under it lifting the golden brown pancake and setting it on a plate before pouring some more batter into the hot waiting pan, soft sizzles erupting from it.
Bryan's who's eyes were resting on the pancake he was making looked over at Lilith as she spoke, his arms folded over his chest covering the little characters on his t shirt a smile went on his lips badly wanting to say that she didn't really need to have more sex in order to get some look that made her look good, she already did but it seemed everytime he tried to compliment the girl she shot it down and now he was slowly giving up on complimenting her seeing as if she wasn't going to take it, then he might as well stop but no matter what, to Bryan, Lilith was always and extremly pretty girl. But a smirk tugged his lips as she spoke again, "Oh really?" he questioned her softly, looking over at her with a playful look. "And who is this one guy?" he asked having a good guess who it was, but seeing as it was Lilith he was talking with it could be pretty much anyone.
Bryan's eyes went back to look at the pancake cooking slowly again flipping it over to the uncooked side and as always, the soft sizzles seemed to explode from the simple act, his eyes looking over at Lilith really hoping he'd be able to see some of the stuff that she had done with this girl seeing as he was sure that the hotness would be amazing and would stick with him for the rest of his life. His dark eyes looked over at her trying to hide the hopefullness and anxiousness he was feeling for the answer but he was sure it was a losing battle, but as he saw Lilith's mouth open the boy went still and listened as well as he ever did. He listened as she said she'd maybe show him a picture or two but not any videos, he felt a slight frown go on his face for a split second, "What? Why can't I see the videos, I mean-" he said pausing as his mind soon took over telling himself at least she was showing him something, so he nodded his head. "All right...let's see then." he said gently approaching the girl slowly.
As Bryan pulled away, his dark eyes opened slowly peering down at Lilith's pretty face his thumb again caressing her cheek softly and lovingly looking down at her happily, but then those dreaded three words came out, i love you. It wasn't like Bryan didn't love Lilith he did, truly, madly and deeply did it was just when those words came up he felt so guilty like he was playing with the two girls like toys which you could say he was, acting all lovey dovey and you mean the world to me, I wouldn't want to be with anyone else but you and then at night he'd go to Lilith acting the same with her only it seemed more physical with her as well she fufilled his needs and gave him the fix he was needing. And somehow he managed to drown all guilt that most humans should feel for doing this to two innocent girls he truly cared about. But he smiled down at her anyway, deciding to push the guilt away, his hand leaving her cheek and pushing her hair behind her ear before running his fingers through it slowly. "I love you too...."
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Re: ¿How You Love Me Now? « Reply #10 on Oct 31, 2009, 12:19pm »
tell me how can you sleep? HOW CAN YOU BREATHE? baby tell me how HOW YOU LOVE ME NOW .
As guilt continued to drown Lilith's slowly shrinking body, she felt one of her small hands lift and reach into her white hoodie pocket, grabbing onto the new dark phone before silently turning it on, listening as it made a small little vibrating noise as she did. Of course she knew it was rude to turn her phone on while was with someone else, especially someone so special to her, but the guiltiness inside her had taken control and she was sure it wouldn't be so bad if she just quickly checked how many missed text messages she had gotten from the older girl she had promised quite a few things to. But her head and eyes soon lifted and rest on Bryan as he laughed, the simple little sound causing a smile to appear on her lips before he spoke, "Oh, lucky me!" She said, her smile slowly broadening before seeing him turn away and flip the cooked pancake onto a plate, than taking the moment to gently peek down at her phone, her eyes waiting for the screen to finish loading before seeing that she had 39 new text messages. The sight of it making her head give a light shake from side to side before shutting it off once again and shoving it back into her pocket, deciding she would reply to them and explain to the girl what she was up to later, knowing she would probably forgive her if she made up the right excuse.
She kept her gaze and head low as she continued to silently swig her bare feet back and forth, slowly letting her eyes raising and rest on her, well Cali's, red preppy labeled lounge pants, still really not knowing why she had agreed to wear them, sure part of it was due to the older girl insisting, but she still didn't see why she couldn't have worn her skinny jeans and shirt. It was already over and done with though and she guessed it wasn't worth getting upset over, well just as long as the girl gave her her clothes back, than she would be fine. "Yeah." Lilith replied softly as her head lifted and her eyes peered over at him again, her teeth gently nipping on the inside corner of her lower lip as he asked who the one guy was, her mind racing with thoughts as she really didn't know who she had been talking about, seeing as she had been telling quite a few boys for the past few weeks that they were the one she wanted to bed with, before sleeping with them and sneaking out the next morning. Her shoulders gave a light shrug, "I don't know, just a guy." She added with a weak smile.
Lilith felt her head gently tilt to the side and felt a tiny little frown go on her own lips as she saw one appear on Bryan's, soon feeling it fade as she heard him spoke, her head straightening up and give a light nod before hearing him speak, gently reaching her hand in her pocket and grabbing her dark phone, pulling it out she silently turned it on and waited patiently. "Ok, well maybe I'll let you see one video." She said with a week smile before turning back to her phone as it vibrated signaling that it was on and everything was loaded and ready. Gently tapping her fingers across the screen, she went through the menu, into her 'my stuff' folder and than into her pictures and videos. "Ok, so this is Cali and I with our clothes on." She said reaching over and showing Bryan the pictures before moving her finger and pressing the arrow,which brought them to the next picture, which included them standing there naked and looking up at the camera. "And here's a video." She said, handing the phone to Bryan, "Just press the play button." She added, knowing she really didn't need to see it, as she was there when it happened, and pretty much what that video consisted of was Cali holding the camera and Lilith going down on her. Which wasn't very interesting to her, it was just, well, sex.
As those words fell from her lips, she felt her eyes slowly tear away, knowing that that hadn't been the best thing to say, especially when she was sure the boy didn't love her as much as he loved his girlfriend, even if he was pretty much cheating on her right than with Lilith. But it wasn't like it was her fault, the boy had decided to do what he was doing right than, but than again she had been encouraging him to do it quite a bit, though it was most Andrea's fault, since she wouldn't put out for the boy, which again was why he had been fooling around with her and getting his fix. But all this confusing and pretty much pointless ranting thoughts vanished as she felt his hand lift from her cheek and gently push some of her hair behind her pierced ear, soon feeling him run his fingers through it, the feeling continuing to slowly calm her down before hearing say those four words back. Her eyes continued to stare back up his silently before slowly leaning in and colliding her lips with his passionately.
( WORDS ) 812 ( STATUS ) FINISHED! ( OUTFIT ) CLICK! ( CELL PHONE ) CLICK! ( CALI <3 ) CLICK! ( TAGGED ) BRYAN MASSE! ( LYRICS ) how you love me now by HEY MONDAY ( I SAY ) Aww, thank you! And pfft, you shouldn't be! - You have a million times more amazing posting skills than I ever will! x3
Re: ¿How You Love Me Now? « Reply #11 on Oct 31, 2009, 2:08pm »
Bryan smirked as Lilith spoke, his dark eyes looking over at her for a moment before looking back down at the food, seeing as how the next pancake was nearly cooked his hand went to the spatula waiting another moment before flipping it like the other onto the plate before for the third time placing more batter on the hot pan. His eyes looked back at the large silver bowl that still had a lot in it and seeing as he was the only one who would be eating it he didn't need anymore really since he'd probably get full on the three on his own anyway. He muttered a simple spell and watched as the food dissapeared from view, his eyes moving back to the cooking one on the pan patiently.
As Lilith spoke Bryan felt his gut shrink a bit, his mind telling himself it was obviously not him as if it was, Lilith would've said so. "Oh...I see..." he said softly masking away the dissapointment and hurt he knew he wasn't allowed to feel. Firstly, Lilith was not his as much as he liked to pretend that she was he knew that she was free to be with whoever she pleased to, much unlike himself who was supposed to be Andrea's when really his affections were split up and divided. And anyway, Bryan had hurt Lilith he knew that....when he had told her he was going to try being with Andrea she was hurt badly and she had every right to hate him and well he deserved to be hurt by Lilith for hurting her all those times he knew he did hurt her and let her down, hell he deserved to be crushed and have his heart ripped out and burned for being the heartless bastard he was.
Bryan watched as Lilith stuck her hands in the white hoodie he wasn't aware she had, not that the boy really payed attention to Lilith's wardrobe in the first place, and pulled out her cellphone, his heart beating away excitedly at the thought of getting to see some hot girl on girl action, something like most guys agreed on, was a total turn on for the boy and always seemed to get him going. But as she spoke he looked over at her in slight surprise pretty sure that'd she maybe not show him since it was personal and intimate between her and this Cali girl who from Bryan seeing her was actually a very attractive girl. But he didn't question or say anything incase she changed her mind and then the video would be unseen to all other eyes he was sure. But he watched as the cellphone was brought over a smirk going on his lips at the various pictures being showed to him, the smirk growing as the naked pic came up. "Hottt." he said smirking at her watching as the girl went to her videos his heart beating faster and faster at the thought of what he was going to be shown.
He listened as she told him to press play and he did as he was told soon watching the small video start, which caused his eyes to widen gently and his teeth to nip on his bottom lip, amazed at the pure turn on he was getting from the video, but then it was quite hot involving Lilith going down on Cali and after a few short seconds Bryan handed the phone over to Lilith, "All right, I'm good..." he said simply knowing that he really couldn't watch much more as their was already a quite stiff bit inbetween his legs at the short clip he had just watched of the video.
Bryan's eyes stayed fixed on Lilith after he said those four words he knew he meant he did love Lilith, he loved her a whole lot, but it just made it all come into play for the boy which was a hard thing to him as he had always hated guys like him, who played girls like they were toys and not people with actual feelings working more than one at a time which in his mind was nothing but utterly wrong to him. But Lilith, like always pushed away his dark thoughts and he could soon feel her soft kissable lips against his own passionately, his lips kissing back with as much passion and love he could wanting to prove that even if he did belong rightfully to Andrea he did love Lilith and would always love her, no matter what.
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Re: ¿How You Love Me Now? « Reply #12 on Nov 1, 2009, 9:35pm »
tell me how can you sleep? HOW CAN YOU BREATHE? baby tell me how HOW YOU LOVE ME NOW .
Lilith gave her colorful head a gentle nod as Bryan spoke softly, her teeth continuing to gently nip on the far inside corner of her lower lip, the boy probably thinking it was Scorpius or Nate, which really it wasn't, as she had seen or talked to either of the boy in quite a few months and well, the only boy she had been with was the boy standing beside her, the only one that she really wanted to be with and be intimate and physical with. Though she doubted it would stay like that for long, as Bryan had Andrea, and she was sure that it would only be a matter of months before she gave in and had sex with the Gryffindor boy, thus leaving her alone to go back to her old way of sleeping around with any guy or girl she could find.But her head slowly raised after a moment and looked over at Bryan, "I mean, he's not just any boy." She said softly, "We're actually pretty close and he means more to me than anyone else. He's not really mine, though I wish he was, he has a girlfriend - who is insanely lucky to have him, because he's pretty amazing and really the closest thing to perfection." She added, her gaze raising and allowing her eyes to rest back into his, hoping that he got the drift that she was talking about him.
Her darkly nailed painted finger continued to silently show him picture by picture until finally reaching the naked one of them, and now that she was actually paying attention and taking a good look at Cali's body, she had to admit, it was one of the best bodies she had seen naked in the past few months, of course Bryan's had to be one of the top two, seeing as his body was pretty perfect, and no matter how many times she had seen it over the years, she hadn't gotten tired of it and was sure she never would. But a smirk like smile soon appeared on her lips as she saw a smirk on Bryan's own, listening as he spoke, "Thanks." She replied before revealing the, rather interesting and somewhat, in her mind, embarrassing, video to him. Watching as he pressed the button, she felt her eyes look elsewhere, honestly not wanting to see it, as she was sure if she did than she would have a need to show him the other ones, which she really thought were twice as bad as the one Bryan was currently watching. But after a short moment, she heard him speak again and reached her hand over, taking the phone back from him, giving her head a light nod as she did, "So yeah." She said softly.
Lilith's bright little eyes continued to stare silently into Bryan's dark ones, her mind silently wondering about how lucky Andrea was to call Bryan her own and to be with him whenever she wanted, getting to show him off to every girl in the school, while her heart screamed that the girl didn't deserve a guy like him, something so close to perfect that it was unfair. But than again, Andrea couldn't that bad, when she knew for a fact that her boyfriend was cheating on her with a girl she claimed was an enemy, and pretty much didn't do anything about it or try to stop it. Seeing as if Bryan was hers, she definitely wouldn't allow him to fool around with anyone but her, but truth was, he wasn't hers, and was pretty positive he never fully would be, considering how 'happy' the couple seemed to be and how 'perfect' their relationship was. But all stupid thoughts and memories of that suddenly disappeared as she felt his soft, addicting lips kiss hers back, her own slowly deepening the kiss before lifting her small little arms and wrapping up and around his tattooed neck, slowly pulling him closer to her.
( WORDS ) 812 ( STATUS ) FINISHED! ( OUTFIT ) CLICK! ( CELL PHONE ) CLICK! ( CALI <3 ) CLICK! ( TAGGED ) BRYAN MASSE! ( LYRICS ) how you love me now by HEY MONDAY
Re: ¿How You Love Me Now? « Reply #13 on Nov 13, 2009, 8:18pm »
Bryan's dark eyes looked away, he had gotten the hint he wasn't stupid, it wasn't him it was probably some new guy she had met who vowed to love her and not use her for sex like he knew deep down he was. It wasn't like he liked that fact either, he hated it, no that word wasn't strong enough he loathed it. He had always hated those guys, the ones who used girls for their own needs and then felt nothing, and well Lilith didn't deserve that at all, sure she was a bit of a slut and was asking for casual sex but still. He had known Lilith a while and was pretty certain he had learned the real side of her, though he was sure he never would fully understand the girl and she was a good girl a little troubled and stuck with the wrong people but she was really an amazing girl deep down. But he should've expected this anyway, especially after hurting her like he knew he had.
But his attention was pulled away as she suddenly spoke again, contridicting everything she had just said. His eyes moved to the girl slight surprise on his face at the change though the look of listening went on his face and a sad sorry smile went on his lips. He felt even worse now, how could she still feel for him? After everything he put her through he didn't understand how she could still want him, but somehow she did and it drove him insane and shattered him to a million pieces. He felt terrible as she said nothing but lies about him, he wasn't near perfect and Andrea wasn't lucky unless lucky was now having a boyfriend with split affections. His hand reached out, reaching for the beautiful girl who stood with him here. "Lilith..." he said softly, really not knowing what else to say and it was all he was capable of saying. Too many emotions and feelings and thoughts raced through his already packed full mind and really that was all that could come out without him self destructing on the spot.
Bryan's mind quickly began to search for a distraction of any kind thinking about simple things like the weather, quidditch , food, his family anything to get the slight tight spot in his pants to go away. But that was easier said then done as he no matter what he thought of the only thing that came back up was the very hot scene of the two gorgeous girls together and just thinking about it made him want to shiver. Luckily, Lilith soon pulled his mind away and his head turned and looked over at her, smirking at the simple words she used that seemed to fit that slight awkward moment too well. "Yeah, well that was just about the hotest thing ever." he said smirking, leaning back against the counter gently. His dark eyes looking over at Lilith's pretty face he had just seen going down on a very pretty girl. "Next time something like that is about to happen, call me cause like...wow...it was just amazingly hot and I want in." he said in a slight playful tone though frankly the boy was being totally serious.
Bryan could feel Lilith soon kiss him back passionately and deeply a feeling that caused the boy to shiver gently and barely noticebly, his hands gently moving to her hips caressing them gently simply itching to explore the body he was amazed to have not have memorised with all the times something like this happened to the two. Which made it easier he was sure for him to do stuff like this, it was normal as long as Bryan and Lilith had known each other they had been very physical and affectionate so something like this was just how they worked. But Bryan knew with the relationship he was in, this wasn't necessarily right but his mind kept screaming that it was and that even if it was hurting Andrea, Lilith deserved some affection as well. His thoughts crushed as he felt her arms wrap around his tattooed neck, a feeling that caused him to gently smile in the kiss and slowly move closer to the pretty girl. His arms gently wrapping around her tiny waist which everytime these encounters occured seemed to grow smaller and smaller.
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Re: ¿How You Love Me Now? « Reply #14 on Nov 16, 2009, 12:22am »
tell me how can you sleep? HOW CAN YOU BREATHE? baby tell me how HOW YOU LOVE ME NOW .
Lilith felt her bright little blue eyes and colorful head slowly turn and look elsewhere as she heard Bryan speak softly, soon feeling her slowly shrinking body gently shift uncomfortably on the hard wooden counter, actually than realize just how big the outfit she was wearing was on her, the bright colored lounge pants covering her waste and the white hoodie that covered her upper body. Sure they weren't insanely baggy or hanging off or around her, but they were white loose, the young girl really quite surprised, as Cali didn't at all seem like a big girl to her, well, she was bigger than her, which recently everyone seemed to be. "It's alright though," She said after a moment, allowing her head and eyes to turn back and rest on him, "You're the sweetest and most guy I know, and well, Andrea totally deserves you." She added softly, which in her mind was completely true, as she knew Andrea would never lie to turn her back on the older Gryffindor boy, more or less cheat on him night after night with a different girl or guy, which she was completely used to doing.
But it didn't take long for a rather broad smile to take over Lilith's lips and face as she heard Bryan compliment on the little video she had showed him only moments ago, her head giving a light nod as his words soaked in, honestly, she didn't understand where guys thought little simple things like girls being intimate was at all sexy or hot. Seeing as it wasn't the first time she had gotten intimate with a guy or girl before, it was just, well, normal to her and really wasn't at all meaningful and almost never had any strings attached, unless it was with someone she was pretty close with, which was very rare. "Well, thank you." She replied with the same smile, soon hearing him tell her to call him next time something like that happened, because he wanted in. She had to admit, those words surprised her a bit, seeing as sure they were playful but she wasn't sure if she should take it seriously or not. But either way, she nodded her head in reply, "Alright, maybe, we'll have to see what happens." She said, "Seeing as I'm sure it won't be the last time Cali and I have an intimate moment."
Lilith's lips continued to kiss the older boy gently and passionately in return, her small pale arms wrapped happily around his neck, though it really didn't take long at all for her to feel his insanely soft lips gently smile into the kiss, the simple little feeling causing her own to give a weak little smile in return, seeing as whatever the boy did was contagious, and well resisting was quite hard to do. She slowly felt her lips deepen the kiss as she felt his body slowly move closer to his own, and as he did, she felt a rather odd feeling go through her, as if she was finally realizing what was going on. As if actually seeing for the first time what she was doing with the boy, her arms were wrapped around the neck that's Andrea's always were, and her lips were pressed against the same one that Andrea's had been pressed against only hours ago. The Slytherin girl felt sick and disgusted, like she never had before, she knew she had to break the kiss and just leave, go wherever she could, just as long as it was away from here, away from him. But just as she was about to pull away, she felt Bryan's warm tattooed arms wrap around her slowly shrinking waist, the simple little act causing all her disgusted and worried thoughts to slowly disappear, feeling her eyes slowly close and her lips to continue happily against his.
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